Sunday, October 4, 2009

Ups and downs

I feel better today. I think vegan chocolates definitely help, so big huge thanks to my friend Lindsey who admitted to being the mysterious vegan chocolates giver. :)

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't at all anxious about the upcoming week. Thinking about how I reacted to three days of radiation, and knowing that I'm getting five days in a row this week...let's just say I'm not very excited about it. I've been told that side effects may begin to rear their ugly heads after about a week of treatments. Side effects are scary. There's a whole long list of things that "might" happen, and of course there's no way to tell which ones I get. Maybe none. Maybe tons.

At any rate, we have many friends who offered to help with the kids next week. I'm looking forward to seeing some ladies I haven't been able to hang out with as much. Reese and Eli are excited about playing with their friends too. Hopefully it will be a quiet week, and then my parents are coming for the weekend!

This is all doable. I know that, deep down. It's all about finding my guts and getting my tough on. And maybe applying for that passport, you know, just in case...

1 comment:

  1. You can do it! You're so much stronger than you give yourself credit for!! And don't forget about all that positive energy everyone who loves you is sending your way.

    You should get a passport too. :)