I didn't sleep very well last night. You know that really light dozing that's not really sleep? I think I did that a lot. Eli climbed into bed earlier than usual, I don't think that helped. He was all sweaty and kept cramming himself into me (not that I blame him, he's having a hard little time lately). Then this morning I woke up right around the time Eric's alarm went off. While trying to figure out what my problem was all night, I remembered that I have a radiology appointment this afternoon.
Yeah, that probably did it. I wasn't even conciously thinking about the appointment, but it was THERE in my mind. Making me not sleep well. Booooooo.
So the appointment today is just a sit down with the radiologist. I anticipate it will be a lot like the sit down with the oncologist, only we'll talk deadly radiation instead of chemo. Frying my organs. Well, and teh cancer. But my organs! You don't realize how much you like your guts until you face the idea of radiating them.
It's just all so bizarre. Do you realize it's only been 23 days since I was told I have cancer? It feels like a lifetime.