La La La

I spent the last bunch of days pretending I don't have cancer.  It's pretty easy when you have Little Chemo and feel mostly normal the next day.  After the kids and I ran errands yesterday morning, we spent a mostly lazy day watching Police Women of Broward County.  I took a nap too.  And a bath.  Today has already been great because I went for a run (64 degrees this morning, y'all!), I get to go to Joann's and I have a sewing project in mind.  Later the kids have a birthday party.

I feel really good today.  I feel good about life.  I feel good about everything.  We all know from reading this blog that I don't always feel like this.  Some days are really awful, and I have a lot of thoughts and worries I wish I didn't have.  I always joke that aside from the cancer, I'm great.  And it's true.  I love my life with my kick ass husband and my amzing kids, all my friends and family.  I am so fucking lucky to have this life.  Maybe I'll try harder to remember that on the bad days.

Although I think bad days are okay too.  I would be a big faker if I didn't share the bad days.

So, this week.  I see my oncologist on Wednesday, bright and early.  And we'll go from there.

And now back to my lala land of sunshine and lollipops (vegan, of course!).