That's what I feel like. I don't want to do chemo. Not today, not ever. It sucks, I don't like being sick, and the cancer center is not fun enough. I suggested to Eric the other day that perhaps the cancer center should make chemo more like a party because then it would be fun to go. I don't know what kind of party one would have with all the Benedryl napping people...a quiet one?
Yes, I'm thinking of all the reasons I just need to do it. Yes, I'm trying to be positive.
A lot of people tell me that I'm so strong, but I sure don't feel like it.