Probably the most frustrating thing about chemo for me is how tired I get. Today I feel mostly normal, except that silly things like chopping vegetables for a salad (delicious cabbage salad, if you were curious) make me want to crawl back into bed. Even sitting up at this computer chair makes me tired. I can tell when I over do it too...I push and push, then I start feeling nauseous, clammy, shaky. Oh well, at least the salad is done. One thing at a time, right?
I couldn't fall asleep last night. Too much thinking. It wasn't good thinking either. More of "what if" types of thoughts. I wish I could say that I always feel peaceful and think positively, but I don't. There is just so much to lose, you know?
I can't spend time on that today though. We have way too much to do. So I'm going to rest for a few minutes, then move on to the next thing until I get tired again. Happy Monday!