Or it's not done until my week off? I'm going to consider it done because I took my last four pills of this cycle.
This is honestly the hardest chemo I've done, and if you've been following along, I've done pretty much everything. Aside from being tired almost all the time and having no appetite, my legs are really bothering me. I can't sit too long, I can't walk around too long...laying in bed feels pretty okay but I can't really lay in bed all day. It's really frustrating. I can't sit long enough to knit. I can't walk enough to take the kids on a walk.
I talked to Eric about not doing this chemo anymore. After some conversation, I think I can take this week off and start the second cycle. My goal is to get to the ct scan so at least we can see if this junk is doing anything positive.
I didn't know it would be this hard. Maybe my body has just had enough chemo, I don't know. I'm feeling really down, and praying that this next week off the pills will give my body enough of a break so I'm feeling better.