I wrote some stuff and deleted it. It didn't sound right but I feel like I should post something in the interest of being real. Too bad I can't pour my thoughts into a pensieve, huh? I want to embrace peace and an "It's going to be okay" attitude. I want to trust that God has everything under control. It's so hard and I'm just human and I feel broken.
But my parents are here and I don't want to spend this time worrying.
I wish cancer wasn't so lame and crappy. :(