I wrote some stuff and deleted it. It didn't sound right but I feel like I should post something in the interest of being real. Too bad I can't pour my thoughts into a pensieve, huh? I want to embrace peace and an "It's going to be okay" attitude. I want to trust that God has everything under control. It's so hard and I'm just human and I feel broken.
But my parents are here and I don't want to spend this time worrying.
I wish cancer wasn't so lame and crappy. :(
Have you tried posting to your blog but making it private for you to read only? I've done that. Things I wanted to say because there's no one who will listen or just too afraid to say out loud. It might help.
ReplyDeleteDid someone react negatively to what you said? Either way,praying for you..If Elijah could go through depression and wanting it all to just be over, I'm not surprised you get periods of darkness and 'yuckiness' Hoping for light at the end of this tunnel.
ReplyDeleteSheri, I don't know if you remember me or not, but I used to work with Eric and Mike and I sold your home in St. Paul. We just reconnected with Eric and found out about your cancer journey. I just wanted to let you know that you, Eric and your family are in our constant prayers. Eric sent me your blog so I was able to read and get up to date on you. I am so very sorry you are going through this.Sending you lots of prayers. Lisa Chevalier and family
ReplyDeleteNo, I haven't had anyone react negatively to my blog posts. I was just feeling like I didn't know what to say. It happens.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the prayers!!!
<3 you!
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