Picnic by Lake Texoma
More by the lake
Of course there is a freak ton of things, memories, that I didn't show you. Dripping ice cream cones, road trip coffee, the blanket full of little burrs, watermelon, cows, horses, goats, driving...It was a very good weekend.
I go back and forth between "I'm going to live forever!!!" because I feel so good and thinking dreaded thoughts about dying before I want to. Of course, no one lives forever, and I'm confident that after death I'll be in a wonderful place with a body that doesn't have cancer. I just feel like I'm needed here, you know?
Anyway, I'm so glad for weekends like this, for experiences, for laughter, for fun. It gives me space to be away from cancer, at least for a little while.
The week has already started, I have chemo this Thursday, and wow, you should see the disaster that is my house! Gotta get to work!
And because I know I need it, please pray.